This has got to be the most intense drug experience I've ever had.
In seconds, everything visual comes into complete focus. The cracked
surface of the playa becomes as puzzle pieces glowing in the dusk.
As the sky begins to fold on itself, I found I was still mostly lucid.
Enough to realize that this would not go on forever. I was able to
observe myself through the journey.
I was immediately shifted into
another dimension. Everything in normal objective reality ceased to
be part of mine. People walking by were seen as if I was invisible.
Mark laughed raucously while his head turned red and then wrinkles in
his shirt became mobile, wavering back and forth. Assured that the effects
would last but a few minutes, I was yet hard pressed to see how something
so intense could end.
The second dose was after dark. I become convinced that this is a day
drug, with the visual effects outweighing by far the mental. Yet I was
filled with a sense of love for Cellina, whom I had just met. I wanted to
kiss her, but she was not in the same existance as I. The distant
generators echoed inside my mind, and the air became a matrix
against which my body could not move, very similar to the effects of
nitrous oxide on acid.
Cellina says that people have met mechanical gnomes under the influence
of DMT. I can see how that could be so, but I did not feel much in the way
of mind-altering realization. I did feel a sense of wonderment at the
existance of this universe, which I had previously had merely small glimpses.
There are perhaps secrets to discover here, but I found none, except that
the reality I had come from was mere illusion.
- Kaiser Blade