Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov, Pt II, Bk 6, Ch 3
(From the Talks and Homilies of Elder Zosima)
Part II.
Book VI: The Russian Monk
Chapter 3: Conversations and Exhortations of Father Zossima. The Russian Monk
and his possible Significance.
FATHERS and teachers, what is the monk? In the cultivated world the word is
nowadays pronounced by some people with a jeer, and by others it is used as a
term of abuse, and this contempt for the monk is growing. It is true, alas, it
is true, that there are many sluggards, gluttons, profligates, and insolent
beggars among monks. Educated people point to these: "You are idlers,
useless members of society, you live on the labour of others, you are shameless
beggars." And yet how many meek and humble monks there are, yearning for
solitude and fervent prayer in peace! These are less noticed, or passed over in
silence. And how suprised men would be if I were to say that from these meek
monks, who yearn for solitary prayer, the salvation of Russia will come perhaps
once more! For they are in truth made ready in peace and quiet "for the day
and the hour, the month and the year." Meanwhile, in their solitude, they
keep the image of Christ fair and undefiled, in the purity of God's truth, from
the times of the Fathers of old, the Apostles and the martyrs. And when the time
comes they will show it to the tottering creeds of the world. That is a great
thought. That star will rise out of the East.
That is my view of the monk, and is it false? Is it too proud? Look at the
worldly and all who set themselves up above the people of God; has not God's
image and His truth been distorted in them? They have science; but in science
there is nothing but what is the object of sense. The spiritual world, the
higher part of man's being is rejected altogether, dismissed with a sort of
triumph, even with hatred. The world has proclaimed the reign of freedom,
especially of late, but what do we see in this freedom of theirs? Nothing but
slavery and self-destruction! For the world says:
"You have desires and so satisfy them, for you have the same rights as the
most rich and powerful. Don't be afraid of satisfying them and even multiply
your desires." That is the modern doctrine of the world. In that they see
freedom. And what follows from this right of multiplication of desires? In the
rich, isolation and spiritual suicide; in the poor, envy and murder; for they
have been given rights, but have not been shown the means of satisfying their
wants. They maintain that the world is getting more and more united, more and
more bound together in brotherly community, as it overcomes distance and sets
thoughts flying through the air.
Alas, put no faith in such a bond of union. Interpreting freedom as the
multiplication and rapid satisfaction of desires, men distort their own nature,
for many senseless and foolish desires and habits and ridiculous fancies are
fostered in them. They live only for mutual envy, for luxury and ostentation. To
have dinners visits, carriages, rank, and slaves to wait on one is looked upon
as a necessity, for which life, honour and human feeling are sacrificed, and men
even commit suicide if they are unable to satisfy it. We see the same thing
among those who are not rich, while the poor drown their unsatisfied need and
their envy in drunkenness. But soon they will drink blood instead of wine, they
are being led on to it. I ask you is such a man free? I knew one "champion
of freedom" who told me himself that, when he was deprived of tobacco in
prison, he was so wretched at the privation that he almost went and betrayed his
cause for the sake of getting tobacco again! And such a man says, "I am
fighting for the cause of humanity."
How can such a one fight? What is he fit for? He is capable perhaps of some
action quickly over, but he cannot hold out long. And it's no wonder that
instead of gaining freedom they have sunk into slavery, and instead of serving,
the cause of brotherly love and the union of humanity have fallen, on the
contrary, into dissension and isolation, as my mysterious visitor and teacher
said to me in my youth. And therefore the idea of the service of humanity, of
brotherly love and the solidarity of mankind, is more and more dying out in the
world, and indeed this idea is sometimes treated with derision. For how can a
man shake off his habits? What can become of him if he is in such bondage to the
habit of satisfying the innumerable desires he has created for himself? He is
isolated, and what concern has he with the rest of humanity? They have succeeded
in accumulating a greater mass of objects, but the joy in the world has grown
less.
The monastic way is very different. Obedience, fasting, and prayer are laughed
at, yet only through them lies the way to real, true freedom. I cut off my
superfluous and unnecessary desires, I subdue my proud and wanton will and
chastise it with obedience, and with God's help I attain freedom of spirit and
with it spiritual joy. Which is most capable of conceiving a great idea and
serving it -- the rich in his isolation or the man who has freed himself from
the tyranny of material things and habits? The monk is reproached for his
solitude, "You have secluded yourself within the walls of the monastery for
your own salvation, and have forgotten the brotherly service of humanity!"
But we shall see which will be most zealous in the cause of brotherly love. For
it is not we, but they, who are in isolation, though they don't see that. Of
old, leaders of the people came from among us, and why should they not again?
The same meek and humble ascetics will rise up and go out to work for the great
cause. The salvation of Russia comes from the people. And the Russian monk has
always been on the side of the people. We are isolated only if the people are
isolated. The people believe as we do, and an unbelieving reformer will never do
anything in Russia, even if he is sincere in heart and a genius. Remember that!
The people will meet the atheist and overcome him, and Russia will be one and
orthodox. Take care of the peasant and guard his heart. Go on educating him
quietly. That's your duty as monks, for the peasant has God in his heart.
(f) Of Masters and Servants, and of whether it is
possible for them to be Brothers in the Spirit.
Of course, I don't deny that there is sin in the peasants too. And the fire of
corruption is spreading visibly, hourly, working from above downwards. The
spirit of isolation is coming upon the people too. Money-lenders and devourers
of the commune are rising up. Already the merchant grows more and more eager for
rank, and strives to show himself cultured though he has not a trace of culture,
and to this end meanly despises his old traditions, and is even ashamed of the
faith of his fathers. He visits princes, though he is only a peasant corrupted.
The peasants are rotting in drunkenness and cannot shake off the habit. And what
cruelty to their wives, to their children even! All from drunkenness! I've seen
in the factories children of nine years old, frail, rickety, bent and already
depraved. The stuffy workshop, the din of machinery, work all day long, the vile
language and the drink, the drink -- is that what a little child's heart needs?
He needs sunshine, childish play, good examples all about him, and at least a
little love. There must be no more of this, monks, no more torturing of
children, rise up and preach that, make haste, make haste!
But God will save Russia, for though the peasants are corrupted and cannot
renounce their filthy sin, yet they know it is cursed by God and that they do
wrong in sinning. So that our people still believe in righteousness, have faith
in God and weep tears of devotion.
It is different with the upper classes. They, following science, want to base
justice on reason alone, but not with Christ, as before, and they have already
proclaimed that there is no crime, that there is no sin. And that's consistent,
for if you have no God what is the meaning of crime? In Europe the people are
already rising up against the rich with violence, and the leaders of the people
are everywhere leading them to bloodshed, and teaching them that their wrath is
righteous. But their "wrath is accursed, for it is cruel." But God
will save Russia as He has saved her many times. Salvation will come from the
people, from their faith and their meekness.
Fathers and teachers, watch over the people's faith and this will not be a
dream. I've been struck all my life in our great people by their dignity, their
true and seemly dignity. I've seen it myself, I can testify to it, I've seen it
and marvelled at it, I've seen it in spite of the degraded sins and
poverty-stricken appearance of our peasantry. They are not servile, and even
after two centuries of serfdom they are free in manner and bearing, yet without
insolence, and not revengeful and not envious. "You are rich and noble, you
are clever and talented, well, be so, God bless you. I respect you, but I know
that I too am a man. By the very fact that I respect you without envy I prove my
dignity as a man."
In truth if they don't say this (for they don't know how to say this yet), that
is how they act. I have seen it myself, I have known it myself, and, would you
believe it, the poorer our Russian peasant is, the more noticeable is that
serene goodness, for the rich among them are for the most part corrupted
already, and much of that is due to our carelessness and indifference. But God
will save His people, for Russia is great in her humility. I dream of seeing,
and seem to see clearly already, our future. It will come to pass that even the
most corrupt of our rich will end by being ashamed of his riches before the
poor, and the poor, seeing his humility, will understand and give way before
him, will respond joyfully and kindly to his honourable shame. Believe me that
it will end in that; things are moving to that. Equality is to be found only in
the spiritual dignity of man, and that will only be understood among us. If we
were brothers, there would be fraternity, but before that they will never agree
about the division of wealth. We preserve the image of Christ, and it will shine
forth like a precious diamond to the whole world. So may it be, so may it be!
Fathers and teachers, a touching incident befell me once. In my wanderings I met
in the town of K. my old orderly, Afanasy. It was eight years since I had parted
from him. He chanced to see me in the market-place, recognised me, ran up to me,
and how delighted he was! He simply pounced on me: "Master dear, is it you?
Is it really you I see?" He took me home with him.
He was no longer in the army, he was married and already had two little
children. He and his wife earned their living as costermongers in the
market-place. His room was poor, but bright and clean. He made me sit down, set
the samovar, sent for his wife, as though my appearance were a festival for
them. He brought me his children: "Bless them, Father."
"Is it for me to bless them? I am only a humble monk. I will pray for them.
And for you, Afanasy Pavlovitch, I have prayed every day since that day, for it
all came from you," said I. And I explained that to him as well as I could.
And what do you think? The man kept gazing at me and could not believe that I,
his former master, an officer, was now before him in such a guise and position;
it made him shed tears.
"Why are you weeping?" said I, "better rejoice over me, dear
friend, whom I can never forget, for my path is a glad and joyful one."
He did not say much, but kept sighing and shaking his head over me tenderly.
"What has become of your fortune?" he asked.
"I gave it to the monastery," I answered; "we live in
common."
After tea I began saying good-bye, and suddenly he brought out half a rouble as
an offering to the monastery, and another half-rouble I saw him thrusting
hurriedly into my hand: "That's for you in your wanderings, it may be of
use to you, Father."
I took his half-rouble, bowed to him and his wife, and went out rejoicing. And
on my way I thought: "Here we are both now, he at home and I on the road,
sighing and shaking our heads, no doubt, and yet smiling joyfully in the
gladness of our hearts, remembering how God brought about our meeting."
I have never seen him again since then. I had been his master and he my servant,
but now when we exchanged a loving kiss with softened hearts, there was a great
human bond between us. I have thought a great deal about that, and now what I
think is this: Is it so inconceivable that that grand and simple-hearted unity
might in due time become universal among the Russian people? I believe that it
will come to pass and that the time is at hand.
And of servants I will add this: In old days when I was young I was often angry
with servants; "the cook had served something too hot, the orderly had not
brushed my clothes." But what taught me better then was a thought of my
dear brother's, which I had heard from him in childhood: "Am I worth it,
that another should serve me and be ordered about by me in his poverty and
ignorance?" And I wondered at the time that such simple and self-evident
ideas should be so slow to occur to our minds.
It is impossible that there should be no servants in the world, but act so that
your servant may be freer in spirit than if he were not a servant. And why
cannot I be a servant to my servant and even let him see it, and that without
any pride on my part or any mistrust on his? Why should not my servant be like
my own kindred, so that I may take him into my family and rejoice in doing so?
Even now this can be done, but it will lead to the grand unity of men in the
future, when a man will not seek servants for himself, or desire to turn his
fellow creatures into servants as he does now, but on the contrary, will long
with his whole heart to be the servant of all, as the Gospel teaches.
And can it be a dream, that in the end man will find his joy only in deeds of
light and mercy, and not in cruel pleasures as now, in gluttony, fornication,
ostentation, boasting and envious rivalry of one with the other? I firmly
believe that it is not and that the time is at hand. People laugh and ask:
"When will that time come and does it look like coming?" I believe
that with Christ's help we shall accomplish this great thing. And how many ideas
there have been on earth in the history of man which were unthinkable ten years
before they appeared! Yet when their destined hour had come, they came forth and
spread over the whole earth. So it will be with us, and our people will shine
forth in the world, and all men will say: "The stone which the builders
rejected has become the cornerstone of the building."
And we may ask the scornful themselves: If our hope is a dream, when will you
build up your edifice and order things justly by your intellect alone, without
Christ? If they declare that it is they who are advancing towards unity, only
the most simple-hearted among them believe it, so that one may positively marvel
at such simplicity. Of a truth, they have more fantastic dreams than we. They
aim at justice, but, denying Christ, they will end by flooding the earth with
blood, for blood cries out for blood, and he that taketh up the sword shall
perish by the sword. And if it were not for Christ's covenant, they would
slaughter one another down to the last two men on earth. And those two last men
would not be able to restrain each other in their pride, and the one would slay
the other and then himself. And that would come to pass, were it not for the
promise of Christ that for the sake of the humble and meek the days shall be
shortened.
While I was still wearing an officer's uniform after my duel, I talked about
servants in general society, and I remember everyone was amazed at me.
"What!" they asked, "are we to make our servants sit down on the
sofa and offer them tea?" And I answered them: "Why not, sometimes at
least?" Everyone laughed. Their question was frivolous and my answer was
not clear; but the thought in it was to some extent right.
(g) Of Prayer, of Love, and of Contact with other Worlds.
Young man, be not forgetful of prayer. Every time you pray, if your prayer is
sincere, there will be new feeling and new meaning in it, which will give you
fresh courage, and you will understand that prayer is an education. Remember,
too, every day, and whenever you can, repeat to yourself, "Lord, have mercy
on all who appear before Thee to-day." For every hour and every moment
thousands of men leave life on this earth, and their souls appear before God.
And how many of them depart in solitude, unknown, sad, dejected that no one
mourns for them or even knows whether they have lived or not! And behold, from
the other end of the earth perhaps, your prayer for their rest will rise up to
God though you knew them not nor they you. How touching it must be to a soul
standing in dread before the Lord to feel at that instant that, for him too,
there is one to pray, that there is a fellow creature left on earth to love him
too! And God will look on you both more graciously, for if you have had so much
pity on him, how much will He have pity Who is infinitely more loving and
merciful than you! And He will forgive him for your sake.
Brothers, have no fear of men's sin. Love a man even in his sin, for that is the
semblance of Divine Love and is the highest love on earth. Love all God's
creation, the whole and every grain of sand in it. Love every leaf, every ray of
God's light. Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love
everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive
it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last
to love the whole world with an all-embracing love. Love the animals: God has
given them the rudiments of thought and joy untroubled. Do not trouble it, don't
harass them, don't deprive them of their happiness, don't work against God's
intent. Man, do not pride yourself on superiority to the animals; they are
without sin, and you, with your greatness, defile the earth by your appearance
on it, and leave the traces of your foulness after you -- alas, it is true of
almost every one of us! Love children especially, for they too are sinless like
the angels; they live to soften and purify our hearts and, as it were, to guide
us. Woe to him who offends a child! Father Anfim taught me to love children. The
kind, silent man used often on our wanderings to spend the farthings given us on
sweets and cakes for the children. He could not pass by a child without emotion.
That's the nature of the man.
At some thoughts one stands perplexed, especially at the sight of men's sin, and
wonders whether one should use force or humble love. Always decide to use humble
love. If you resolve on that once for all, you may subdue the whole world.
Loving humility is marvellously strong, the strongest of all things, and there
is nothing else like it.
Every day and every hour, every minute, walk round yourself and watch yourself,
and see that your image is a seemly one. You pass by a little child, you pass
by, spiteful, with ugly words, with wrathful heart; you may not have noticed the
child, but he has seen you, and your image, unseemly and ignoble, may remain in
his defenceless heart. You don't know it, but you may have sown an evil seed in
him and it may grow, and all because you were not careful before the child,
because you did not foster in yourself a careful, actively benevolent love.
Brothers, love is a teacher; but one must know how to acquire it, for it is hard
to acquire, it is dearly bought, it is won slowly by long labour. For we must
love not only occasionally, for a moment, but for ever. Everyone can love
occasionally, even the wicked can.
My brother asked the birds to forgive him; that sounds senseless, but it is
right; for all is like an ocean, all is flowing and blending; a touch in one
place sets up movement at the other end of the earth. It may be senseless to beg
forgiveness of the birds, but birds would be happier at your side -- a little
happier, anyway -- and children and all animals, if you were nobler than you are
now. It's all like an ocean, I tell you. Then you would pray to the birds too,
consumed by an all-embracing love, in a sort of transport, and pray that they
too will forgive you your sin. Treasure this ecstasy, however senseless it may
seem to men.
My friends, pray to God for gladness. Be glad as children, as the birds of
heaven. And let not the sin of men confound you in your doings. Fear not that it
will wear away your work and hinder its being accomplished. Do not say,
"Sin is mighty, wickedness is mighty, evil environment is mighty, and we
are lonely and helpless, and evil environment is wearing us away and hindering
our good work from being done." Fly from that dejection, children! There is
only one means of salvation, then take yourself and make yourself responsible
for all men's sins, that is the truth, you know, friends, for as soon as you
sincerely make yourself responsible for everything and for all men, you will see
at once that it is really so, and that you are to blame for everyone and for all
things. But throwing your own indolence and impotence on others you will end by
sharing the pride of Satan and murmuring against God.
Of the pride of Satan what I think is this: it is hard for us on earth to
comprehend it, and therefore it is so easy to fall into error and to share it,
even imagining that we are doing something grand and fine. Indeed, many of the
strongest feelings and movements of our nature we cannot comprehend on earth.
Let not that be a stumbling-block, and think not that it may serve as a
justification to you for anything. For the Eternal judge asks of you what you
can comprehend and not what you cannot. You will know that yourself hereafter,
for you will behold all things truly then and will not dispute them. On earth,
indeed, we are, as it were, astray, and if it were not for the precious image of
Christ before us, we should be undone and altogether lost, as was the human race
before the flood. Much on earth is hidden from us, but to make up for that we
have been given a precious mystic sense of our living bond with the other world,
with the higher heavenly world, and the roots of our thoughts and feelings are
not here but in other worlds. That is why the philosophers say that we cannot
apprehend the reality of things on earth.
God took seeds from different worlds and sowed them on this earth, and His
garden grew up and everything came up that could come up, but what grows lives
and is alive only through the feeling of its contact with other mysterious
worlds. If that feeling grows weak or is destroyed in you, the heavenly growth
will die away in you. Then you will be indifferent to life and even grow to hate
it. That's what I think.
(h) Can a Man judge his Fellow Creatures? Faith to the End.
Remember particularly that you cannot be a judge of anyone. For no one can judge
a criminal until he recognises that he is just such a criminal as the man
standing before him, and that he perhaps is more than all men to blame for that
crime. When he understands that, he will be able to be a judge. Though that
sounds absurd, it is true. If I had been righteous myself, perhaps there would
have been no criminal standing before me. If you can take upon yourself the
crime of the criminal your heart is judging, take it at once, suffer for him
yourself, and let him go without reproach. And even if the law itself makes you
his judge, act in the same spirit so far as possible, for he will go away and
condemn himself more bitterly than you have done. If, after your kiss, he goes
away untouched, mocking at you, do not let that be a stumbling-block to you. It
shows his time has not yet come, but it will come in due course. And if it come
not, no Matter; if not he, then another in his place will understand and suffer,
and judge and condemn himself, and the truth will be fulfilled. Believe that,
believe it without doubt; for in that lies all the hope and faith of the saints.
Work without ceasing. If you remember in the night as you go to sleep, "I
have not done what I ought to have done," rise up at once and do it. If the
people around you are spiteful and callous and will not hear you, fall down
before them and beg their forgiveness; for in truth you are to blame for their
not wanting to hear you. And if you cannot speak to them in their bitterness,
serve them in silence and in humility, never losing hope. If all men abandon you
and even drive you away by force, then when you are left alone fall on the earth
and kiss it, water it with your tears and it will bring forth fruit even though
no one has seen or heard you in your solitude. Believe to the end, even if all
men went astray and you were left the only one faithful; bring your offering
even then and praise God in your loneliness. And if two of you are gathered
together -- then there is a whole world, a world of living love. Embrace each
other tenderly and praise God, for if only in you two His truth has been
fulfilled.
If you sin yourself and grieve even unto death for your sins or for your sudden
sin, then rejoice for others, rejoice for the righteous man, rejoice that if you
have sinned, he is righteous and has not sinned.
If the evil-doing of men moves you to indignation and overwhelming distress,
even to a desire for vengeance on the evil-doers, shun above all things that
feeling. Go at once and seek suffering for yourself, as though you were yourself
guilty of that wrong. Accept that suffering and bear it and your heart will find
comfort, and you will understand that you too are guilty, for you might have
been a light to the evil-doers, even as the one man sinless, and you were not a
light to them. If you had been a light, you would have lightened the path for
others too, and the evil-doer might perhaps have been saved by your light from
his sin. And even though your light was shining, yet you see men were not saved
by it, hold firm and doubt not the power of the heavenly light. Believe that if
they were not saved, they will be saved hereafter. And if they are not saved
hereafter, then their sons will be saved, for your light will not die even when
you are dead. The righteous man departs, but his light remains. Men are always
saved after the death of the deliverer. Men reject their prophets and slay them,
but they love their martyrs and honour those whom they have slain. You are
working for the whole, are acting for the future. Seek no reward, for great is
your reward on this earth: the spiritual joy which is only vouchsafed to the
righteous man. Fear not the great nor the mighty, but be wise and ever serene.
Know the measure, know the times, study that. When you are left alone, pray.
Love to throw yourself on the earth and kiss it. Kiss the earth and love it with
an unceasing, consuming love. Love all men, love everything. Seek that rapture
and ecstasy. Water the earth with the tears of your joy and love those tears.
Don't be ashamed of that ecstasy, prize it, for it is a gift of God and a great
one; it is not given to many but only to the elect.
(i) Of Hell and Hell Fire, a Mystic Reflection.
Fathers and teachers, I ponder, "What is hell?" I maintain that it is
the suffering of being unable to love. Once in infinite existence, immeasurable
in time and space, a spiritual creature was given on his coming to earth the
power of saying, "I am and I love." Once, only once, there was given
him a moment of active lifting love, and for that was earthly life given him,
and with it times and seasons. And that happy creature rejected the priceless
gift, prized it and loved it not, scorned it and remained callous. Such a one,
having left the earth, sees Abraham's bosom and talks with Abraham as we are
told in the parable of the rich man and Lazarus, and beholds heaven and can go
up to the Lord. But that is just his torment, to rise up to the Lord without
ever having loved, to be brought close to those who have loved when he has
despised their love. For he sees clearly and says to himself, "Now I have
understanding, and though I now thirst to love, there will be nothing great, no
sacrifice in my love, for my earthly life is over, and Abraham will not come
even with a drop of living water (that is the gift of earthly active life) to
cool the fiery thirst of spiritual love which burns in me now, though I despised
it on earth; there is no more life for me and will be no more time! Even though
I would gladly give my life for others, it can never be, for that life is passed
which can be sacrificed for love, and now there is a gulf fixed between that
life and this existence."
They talk of hell fire in the material sense. I don't go into that mystery and I
shun it. But I think if there were fire in material sense, they would be glad of
it, for I imagine that in material agony, their still greater spiritual agony
would be forgotten for a moment. Moreover, that spiritual agony cannot be taken
from them, for that suffering is not external but within them. And if it could
be taken from them, I think it would be bitterer still for the unhappy
creatures. For even if the righteous in Paradise forgave them, beholding their
torments, and called them up to heaven in their infinite love, they would only
multiply their torments, for they would arouse in them still more keenly a
flaming thirst for responsive, active and grateful love which is now impossible.
In the timidity of my heart I imagine, however, that the very recognition of
this impossibility would serve at last to console them. For accepting the love
of the righteous together with the impossibility of repaying it, by this
submissiveness and the effect of this humility, they will attain at last, as it
were, to a certain semblance of that active love which they scorned in life, to
something like its outward expression... I am sorry, friends and brothers, that
I cannot express this clearly. But woe to those who have slain themselves on
earth, woe to the suicides! I believe that there can be none more miserable than
they. They tell us that it is a sin to pray for them and outwardly the Church,
as it were, renounces them, but in my secret heart I believe that we may pray
even for them. Love can never be an offence to Christ. For such as those I have
prayed inwardly all my life, I confess it, fathers and teachers, and even now I
pray for them every day.
Oh, there are some who remain proud and fierce even in hell, in spite of their
certain knowledge and contemplation of the absolute truth; there are some
fearful ones who have given themselves over to Satan and his proud spirit
entirely. For such, hell is voluntary and ever consuming; they are tortured by
their own choice. For they have cursed themselves, cursing God and life. They
live upon their vindictive pride like a starving man in the desert sucking blood
out of his own body. But they are never satisfied, and they refuse forgiveness,
they curse God Who calls them. They cannot behold the living God without hatred,
and they cry out that the God of life should be annihilated, that God should
destroy Himself and His own creation. And they will burn in the fire of their
own wrath for ever and yearn for death and annihilation. But they will not
attain to death....
Here Alexey Fyodorovitch Karamazov's manuscript ends. I repeat, it is incomplete
and fragmentary. Biographical details, for instance, cover only Father Zossima's
earliest youth. Of his teaching and opinions we find brought together sayings
evidently uttered on very different occasions. His utterances during the last
few hours have not been kept separate from the rest, but their general character
can be gathered from what we have in Alexey Fyodorovitch's manuscript.
The elder's death came in the end quite unexpectedly. For although those who
were gathered about him that last evening realised that his death was
approaching, yet it was difficult to imagine that it would come so suddenly. On
the contrary, his friends, as I observed already, seeing him that night
apparently so cheerful and talkative, were convinced that there was at least a
temporary change for the better in his condition. Even five minutes before his
death, they said afterwards wonderingly, it was impossible to foresee it. He
seemed suddenly to feel an acute pain in his chest, he turned pale and pressed
his hands to his heart. All rose from their seats and hastened to him. But
though suffering, he still looked at them with a smile, sank slowly from his
chair on to his knees, then bowed his face to the ground, stretched out his arms
and as though in joyful ecstasy, praying and kissing the ground, quietly and
joyfully gave up his soul to God.
The news of his death spread at once through the hermitage and reached the
monastery. The nearest friends of the deceased and those whose duty it was from
their position began to lay out the corpse according to the ancient ritual, and
all the monks gathered together in the church. And before dawn the news of the
death reached the town. By the morning all the town was talking of the event,
and crowds were flocking from the town to the monastery. But this subject will
be treated in the next book; I will only add here that before a day had passed
something happened so unexpected, so strange, upsetting, and bewildering in its
effect on the monks and the townspeople, that after all these years, that day of
general suspense is still vividly remembered in the town.