some days
you feel like you cant
carry
yourself
(or who you should be)
you try to carry:
friends
family
love
hobbies
fun
work
morals
health
chores
to-dos
all at once
but
inevitably
you find yourself losing
one thing
or
or another
as you go about your day
"remember!"
you tell yourself
"remember!remember!remember!"
its all important
even
that one
idea
......collecting dust.........
you try to write down every little thing:
dozens of notebook scraps and digital memos
inevitably you slip up
still,
with the few things
you managed to carry
dropping
.bits..
and
,,bobbles,
picking up
forgotten things
you continue